.... This will only sound dramatic to anyone who has not been betrayed. I only met betrayal in 2010, and it taught me a big ... massive.... huge ....lesson! There is always something to learn with every situation you are faced with good or bad.
The Betrayal of 2010.... Well well well where do I even start, I have had boyfriends that have cheated on me, I have had friends that have lied and stolen from me, I have been disappointed by family, and nothing compares to the Betrayal of 2010.
She was a friend of mine, someone I trusted with secrets and fears, anything I could do for her, I would ... I am like that I love someone wholly. I think my friends are lucky to have me as a friend I am a good one! (They would agree honest)
Ok lets call my friend Bella, me and Bella had not known each other long, but we got on really well. There was some characteristics that was shady but no one is perfect, not even me. ! My Ex boyfriend of 5 years his name is Edward. .. Edward and I had a rocky on and off relationship, and I was dating someone new, his name is Jacob.
So Bella had sex with Edward, fell pregnant and had an abortion, she told Jacob because she wanted to tell me, but didn’t know how to. But while she was telling Jacob she also told him things that I had told her, secrets between girls. Bella also told Jacob lies about me, she was jealous, she destroyed any potential relationship that I had with Jacob. Jacob felt bad but he had no other choice than to confront me with these truths and lies, he asked me to not tell Bella, but I couldn’t the day he told me I remember I was so angry I wanted to kill her ... seriously end her life. Not only has she slept with the love of my life, who I had decided I could not be with and it was time to move on, she had deliberately sabotaged the only man I thought I could be happy with.
So this stab in the back felt just like that, no actually it felt like stab wounds all over ... I never saw this coming, and I didn’t know how to deal with this pain, I shut down. I stopped talking to a lot of friends and kept my circle very tight.
I was not mad at Edward and I was not mad at Bella for having sex with Edward and conceiving his child, even though this would be enough for some girls, I was angry because she saw me happy with Jacob, I told her he was someone I could marry have children with. Jacob was a good man who inspired me to want more in life and from life. I had never met anyone like him, and she ended it with her vicious tongue.
So The Betray 2010, got me and it got me well ‘One should rather die than be betrayed, there is no deceit in death it delivers precisely what it had promised, Betrayal though, betrayal is the wilful slaughter of hope’
I am happy to say I have two friends Angel and Deena, I love them dearly. If I did not have these friends, I would have given up on the concept of friendship, furthermore I don’t believe in friends any more, Angel and Deena are my family. When one of us is happy we are all happy and when one of us is sad we are all sad.
Saint Leigh
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